It has ended for me
and began again in the morning.
my social studies teacher once told us “human beings are the most selfish of all. even when someone dies, you shed tears only because they are no more around to provide you with whatever they had been for so long”
and it has been 3 years since she said this and this is still what i think about at night
Why can’t I ever stick up for myself ? I let people walk all over me like a door mat . If only being a person came with an instruction manual .. Maybe I wouldn’t be so challenged in telling people how I feel or what is wrong . I let everyone I love in the dark when truly if they knew what was really wrong they wouldn’t even understand , I barely get it myself . Not only that but the one person I should be able to tell everything to ; I can’t . I wish I could be how do you tell something or vent to someone if you don’t even know where to start ? The questions I ask myself all the time .., still waiting for answers .
When you truly care for someone , their mistakes never change your feelings because it’s the mind that gets angry but your heart still cares . A bond like no other , KSP 3-29-13 💋